i am fucking angry.

i have been all morning. i have been for a long time. i am full of pissed-the-fuck-off-ness. i swear i am so fucking mad. why am i so angry, you inquire? what has happened to make me the maddest, most intimidating, most pathetic kristi ever? well i can't tell you. sorry. i have no god damn fucking clue. but i'm sure fucking angry as fuck! i had a very upsetting dream this morning which irked me really a lot, & i may have forgotten to take my pills last night, but i'm pretty sure i did take them, & my period just ended so it's not that either. but i am just so god damn MAD!!! frustrated & worked up & pent up & who the fuck knows what else. i am so fucking pissed i can't even get past it. i'm fucking pissed, then i'm pissed about the reasons i'm fucking pissed, & it just continues in this vicious fucking pissed off fucking circle. it's fucking driving me fucking crazy. i mean, what the fuck am i supposed to do if i'm just mad as fuck for no fucking reason? i'm sure there's reasons, but they're stupid or whatever. whatever. i'm fucking pissed. but typing this made me a tiny bit less fucking pissed. so.