i'm thinking about designing my living room like this blog. i could just paint half green & half blue & then add in grass strokes & maybe dandelions.. i want this sofa, likely in brown, & maybe some yellow curtains.. possibly brown writing bordering the bottoms of the walls. we'll see. this is just an idea. so likely i'll end up doing absolutely nothing & having a plain, boring, white apartment forever. :(
i was just checking out the art insitutes & i'm very interested, but they're so expensive.. i feel like i don't have time or money or motivation.. except all the time i'm bitching about what i'm doing now. so i'm like.. well, if you're not gonna do anything about it, then shut the fuck up. so. i dunno..
i'm hungry & i really want some multigrain cheerios, which by the way are fucking bomb. you should try them if you haven't already. they're damn perfect. with silk light vanilla soymilk, oh my goodness. delicious. i ate them this morning [yes--i actually ate breakfast!] to prepare for my stupid training thing at division. at least bill drove me [thank you!] so i didn't have to walk.
oh! also, i bought my bike today & it's really cute. it's purple! i rode it a lot with the girls after i brought it home, & oh my god my fuckin pelvic bones are sore. lol damn seat.. i'm gonna have to do something about that shit. i bought a basket for it too! bill said we'll make our adjustments on saturday, which is my only real day off this week. although today pretty much counted also. two more closes & then i get to chill for a day.
dad's all on my back about buying the ticket for june.. i'm just so stressed out, ya know? god damn, i'm working all the fucking time & i'm moving into the apartment in 2 weeks & andrew's moving in sooner than i thought & it's just gonna be really hard.. i don't know if i'm prepared.. i can't budget things! what am i gonna do? obviously i'm not very good at saving.. i HAD money saved, & then i bought shoes & a dress & a trip to arizona & a new bike & now a vacation to california & a new mattress & there's just so much fucking STUFF i have to buy to be fully ready & settled & i'm just afraid it's not gonna happen & i'm gonna be totally fucked. like furniture is really god damn expensive. at least don's giving me a tv, & i'll have the mattress to sleep on.. i have some kitchen stuff, & actually my kitchen from target is only gonna be about $250 or so i think, which isn't horrible. except i have to remember to save for rent, which will be the difficult part. i dunno how to save money. i'm better now, like i said, but just because i have no bank account & because i don't have to worry about it now.. i'm just so worried.
anyway, this computer is really hot & i want some cheerios & i'm tired of talking about this. & worrying about it. & stressing the fuck out. so jesus christ, i'm getting off.
also, this would be easier if sean were here, but he isn't & it fucking sucks.
1 comment:
You just need to budget your money honey. (ha! rhymes) How much is rent? Take a percentage out of your paycheck and set it aside for rent, then take a percentage and set it aside for apartment stuff, then take a percentage and set it aside for cali stuff, and take a percentage and put it aside for an emergency fund, which should be at least a thousand dollars, according to dave ramsey. Make a piechart! haha. It's what i'm doing, to save up for my Scotland trip. I basically have to put aside thirty dollars a week for a year to have enough. I hope it'll be enough.
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