what am i upset about?
- i'm not doing a good enough job at work
- how so?
- i did a shit job with incentives
- how so?
- nothing was clearly set up in the beginning and then stuck to.
- we didn't do power hours like we were supposed to.
- there wasn't enough communication about it, with TMs, etc.
- now i'm falling behind because some things fell through.
- what can be done?
- learn for next year.
- still to do:
- plan party for Sharks (talk to Aria about scheduling, Laura(?) about the how-to's?)
- order t-shirts (get design, get sizes, get pricing)
- get GCs for best TMs with leftover budget
- i'm no better at dealing with down time
- what can be done?
- pay attention
- make a list of "to be done in down time" things?
- talk to everyone about things they need done
- i'm so not prepared for whole planet
- what can be done?
- think ideas for events
- meet with FJ, Aria, Dani, Jenilee
- be prepared for power hours, events, etc.
- take damn good fuckin notes.
- i can't think of any ways to help the team with the logbook
- utilizing the board for logbook questions?
- every time something new is posted in the book, write a question or note about it on the board
- asking every TM when they come down if they have checked, to get them into the habit of every day checking.
- daily questions every time new things are posted
- let sups know about new things, so they can answer questions and also make sure TMs are reading
- the team isn't involved enough in LPI
- what can be done?
- note on the board LPI topic of the month, random facts, last audit score, etc
- keep clear holder on 6/7 with monthly LPI note, highlighting important stuff
- create daily questions when we have new info
- i'm being too much of a friend, not enough of a leader
- what can be done?
- no asking for rides.
- hold everyone accountable
- be more serious.
- they want me to be ready to advance in a year
- so what?
- i don't know if i even want to advance at all, especially in only a year's time!
- i only wanted to get my hours in so i could volunteer with whole planet
- do i still even want to do that?
- i don't know. i want to help people, right?
- it will help me gain perspective
- it will be TRULY meaningful work
- i'll leave the country, get away for a while, change of scenery, change of habits, change of everything
- yes, i need to do it. but can i?
- i don't even know how long i want to stay in grocery
- what can be done?
- nothing but waiting, thinking and deciding
- i don't even know what i want to do with my life!
- what can be done?
- nothing but waiting, thinking and deciding
- i am no closer to a license or a car
- what can be done?
- read the manual
- take the test, get a permit
- get someone to teach me how
- get a license
- save some fucking money
- buy a car
- get started!
- i'm not going to school this semester
- what can be done?
- nothing now. apply again next semester.
- make sure i'm ready to go when the time comes around again
- stop worrying about it for now.
- i have more addictions now than i did a few months ago
- what can be done?
- am i really ready to give them up?
- if so, get on it. if not, stop worrying about it for now.
- i look absolutely wretched
- what can be done?
- new acne medication? check.
- nothing else. i'm stuck with my face for the rest of my life, so i can stop worrying about it.
- i'm paying too much for my apartment
- what can be done?
- nothing until June when i move out!
- stop worrying about it for now.
- i still have no pets
- what can be done?
- nothing until June when i move out!
- stop worrying about it for now.
- i still have trouble eating properly
- what can be done?
- all i can do is try, which i am
- stop worrying and start eating.
okay, that did help maybe a little. just to organize, to help think clearly. i'm still upset. but i guess i know what i have to do. right?
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